In response to my last journal responses, sorry I just up and left. After leading everyone into a good story. Well the story stopped. So naturally I just stopped, slightly disappointed. The truth is, I don't want to live in LA. It reminds me of DC. I didn't feel safe after a while. You can go into the mosh pit when you need to, but you can't live in the mosh pit. If that makes any sense. Or any other city. Right now I live in a suburb near LA. So I can go there whenever I want. In fact I'm going tomorrow night

I will model when I get a car. Which will be in late summer. I'm in school right now because I need something to fall back on because looking a certain way does nothing. I'm better behind the camera than I am in front of it.

This week I was donated a camera. Thank you.
Thanks everyone else who offered, like ~Maki-Thinger

Let me tell you something. I am happier than I was when I moved to LA. I am happier than I was last year, and the year before that.

I found something. The sunshine in my life. It feels like heaven. One day, I will be able to tell you everything.